Not fair.

I think there's something wrong with me. It's like I have some evil curse set on me. No matter what, whatever guy it is that I like, there is no way in the world that they would ever like me. It's not fair. If I'm so great, then, why does nobody like me? Wow, the first kinda serious blog of my life. So, I've been at camp for a few days. It's hard to believe that the first week is already ending. I want to stay here longer and not go home. I get to go to ciy but, I don't know how that's going to be. Everyone this year thinks I'm a lot more crazier than last year. lol, so I went to go put the phone in it's charger and I stuck it in the walkie talkie charger and then I did the same thing again except I put the walkie talkie in the phone charger and so on. My friend ben here told me that once he was at his grandparents and he found the remote control in the telephone charger. It makes me want to burst out laughing right now. The earliest I've gotten to sleep so far this week is 1:30ish and I have to get up at 8 for breakfast. Lastnight, a whole crap load of us laid underneath the stars for about 4 or 5 hours until 4:30 in the morning. It was so nice. God's beautiful sky full of stars and nice back rubs and hand and foot massages. Well, I hope everythings going good for everyone else. lol... thanks for emailing me? yeah, huh