A Glad Heart Makes A Happy Face

Proverbs 15:13

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Michelle's feelings

I'm sorry, but I'm just sick of everyone and everything. Everyone, I'm sorry. It's just every where I turn.. a lie comes out. God is definitely there, and He's definitely trustworthy and just everything I need. I'm not finding any comfort anywhere. Everything, well, it just seems gone. Everything is just very blah. I'm sick of boys, i'm sick of girls, i'm sick of my family, i'm sick of just everything. I'm sorry I feel this way everyone.. don't get upset with me.. it's just my feelings.. lol.. duh comment. My family is NOT helping at all. My dad is saying how he's going to leave us and it's just hurtful to hear him talking bad about my mother and I can't talk back.. I have to listen to him say these awful words about her. My mom doesn't help either, she tells me everything that's going to happen with court and it's so annoying. I know it'll be nice going to camp this coming weekend, but maybe I should just back out and not go, like the last time. If I go, I'm going to not want to leave and it'll make going home so much harder. Good thing for Sarah, Mandy, their mom, and Cheryl is more room for them in the car.

I'm sorry everyone, I'm just angry at everything.

..... love is not just a feeling...... love is an action.

posted by michelleesexton @ 8:31 PM  

4 Comments:

  • At 9:17 PM, September 04, 2005, Blogger Mandy said…

    hey darling, sounds rough, but try to find some joy in it all, I remember last time you didn't want to go, and we made you, and we had so much fun, so you gotta come this time. This will all blow over, things will get better, God's carrying you babe, and all your friends are walking right beside you.

     

  • At 10:41 AM, September 05, 2005, Blogger bethmarie said…

    You shouldn't be sorry for what you said, there is nothing wrong with having feelings. I deal with listening to my dad talk about my mother all the time too, so I know it's hard when you can't say anything and just to listen to him go on and on. But.. you can try to block him out or pray and that might help you. If not.. you can call me or something. You are allowed to be angry at the world if for a while if you want to be, it might make you feel better. Just remember that we love you, even then. :) PRAY!!! <><

     

  • At 7:24 PM, September 05, 2005, Blogger J-Penny said…

    You're starting to sound like a girl...
    heh...
    Anyways, umm, cheer up... or else things will do... tv/vcr repair... heading towards the sun... and all that jazz...

    Just remember the elephants and the deer!

     

  • At 9:15 AM, September 06, 2005, Blogger Justin said…

    i know that feeling...kinda feel it now...but yeah...things will get better...

     

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