Leaving again

I swear, this whole summer.. i've been doing nothing but unpacking and repacking. So, first... i packed for camp and then i came back from camp, unpacked, and packed for CIY. Then, when I got back from CIY, i unpacked and repacked for camp. Now, I just got back from camp, and I have to unpack and then repack for NC. Once NC is over I have to go back to school. Asside from all of that, I'm back to feeling how i use to feel... and it's not fun. I don't feel like anybody.